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太饿了是吗?

2008-06-09T13:39:00.002+08:00

当我还在享受着我的假期，突然有消息传来说油起价了。。shit。。。油起价等于什么都起价。。样样起，我们的钱越来越小了。。以后的生活难过咯。。。怎么一点都不体谅我们老百姓的生活困苦？拿我们的油价与一个没出产油的国家比较，为什么不与那些出产油的国家比呢？现在又说有四个优惠，不知又是什么把戏。。自从lapak 以后，样样都起，是因为太lapar了吗？胃口大了是吗? 点心已经满足不了那个胃了。。。

叛逆吗

2008-05-09T17:28:00.001+08:00

刚刚考完试，心情就像最近的天气，好晴朗。。

考试期间，几乎每天到了下午都会下雨，仿佛写照着我当时的心情。。

在那期间，总会想为什么每到下午大约四点总是会下雨呢，是不是世界暖化的因素。然后心里总是有好多事想要做，都是平时不怎么做的，想看戏，想写blog 等等。

也许心里面住着一个小孩，有着少少的叛逆吧。。

愛情vs家人

2008-04-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

媳婦說：「煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味，現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下，妳究竟想怎麼樣？」

母親一見兒子回來，二話不說便把飯菜往咀裡送。

她怒瞪他一眼。

他試了一口，馬上吐出來，

兒子說：「我不是說過了嗎，媽有病不能吃太鹹！」

「那好！媽是你的，以後由你來煮！」媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。

兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲，然後對母親說：「媽，別吃了，我去煮個麵給妳。」

「仔，你是不是有話想跟媽說，是就說好了，別憋在心裡！」

「媽，公司下個月升我職，我會很忙，至於老婆，她說很想出來工作，所以 ....」

母親馬上意識到兒子的意思：

「仔，不要送媽去老人院。」聲音似乎在哀求。

兒子沉默片刻，他是在尋找更好的理由。

「媽，其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好，妳知道老婆一但工作，一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧，不是比在家裡好得多嗎？」

「可是，阿財叔他 ....」

洗了澡，草草吃了一碗速食麵，兒子便到書房去。他茫然地佇立於窗前，有些猶豫不決。母親年輕便守寡，含辛茹苦將他撫養成人，供他出國讀書。但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼，反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他！真的要讓母親住老人院嗎？仔問自己，他有些不忍。

「可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，難道是你媽嗎？」阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他

「你媽都這麼老了，好命的話可以活多幾年，為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢？> 樹欲靜而風不息，子欲養而親不在啊！」親戚總是這樣勸他。

兒子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的會改變初衷。

夕晚，太陽收斂起灼熱的金光，躲在山後憩息。一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。是的，錢用得越多，兒子才心安理得。當兒子領著母親步入大廳時，嶄新的電視機，42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇，但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。幾個衣著一樣，髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在梳化上，神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語，有個正緩緩彎下腰，想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。兒子知道母親喜歡光亮，所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。從窗口望出去，樹蔭下，一片芳草如茵。幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步，四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。縱是夕陽無限好，畢竟已到了黃昏，他心中低低嘆息。

「媽，我........我要走了！」

母親只能點頭。他走時，母親頻頻揮手，她張著沒有牙的嘴，蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著，一副欲語還休的樣子。兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮，深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。母親，真的老了！　

他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。那年他才6歲，母親有事回鄉，不便攜他同行，於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。母親臨走時，他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道：「媽媽不要丟下我！媽媽不要走！」最後母親沒有丟下他。他連忙離開房間，順手把門關上，不敢回頭，深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。

他回到家，妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。

身高3呎的獎杯── 那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品！

華英字典── 那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物！

還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油，沒有為她擦，帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢？

「夠了，別再扔了！」兒子怒吼道。

﹝這麼多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。岳母沒好氣地說。

「就是嘛！你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去，我明天要為我媽添張新的！」

一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前，那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。

「它們是我媽的財產，一樣也不能丟！」

「你這算甚態度？對我媽這麼大聲，我要你向我媽道歉！」

「我娶妳就要愛妳的母親，為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親？」

雨後的黑夜分外冷寂，街道蕭瑟，行人車輛格外稀少。一輛寶馬在路上飛馳，頻頻闖紅燈，陷黃格，呼一聲又飛馳而過。那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院，停車直奔上樓，推開母親臥房的門。他幽靈似地站著，母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。

她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油，顯然感到安慰的說：「媽忘了帶，幸好你拿來！」他走到母親身邊，跪了下來。

「很晚了，媽自己擦可以了，你明天還要上班，回去吧！」

他囁嚅片刻，終於忍不住啜泣道：「媽，對不起，請原諒我！我們回家去吧！」

∼∼後語∼∼
隨著自己愈長大，看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴，頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從迅捷變緩慢，多心疼！父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們，像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己，照亮孩子！而我呢？有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母，或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時，才會想起他們…… 其實父母親要的真的不多，只是一句隨意的問候：爸、媽，你們今天好嗎？」

隨意買的宵夜，煮一頓再普通不過的晚. 睡前幫他們盖被子，天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套……都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。

有時，我常在想：我希望我的子女以後如何對我。那現在，我有沒有如此對待我的父母？我相信，人是環環相扣的；現在，你如何對待你的父母；以後，你的子女就如何待你。朋友，人世間最難報的就是父母恩，願我們都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母！

∼共勉之∼
生命不要求我們成為最好的，只要求我們作最大的努力！老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章:

孩子！當你還很小的時候，我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，是多麼的令我懷念不已。所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，請給我一點時間，等我一下，讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。

孩子！你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎？所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！切望你，也能陪著我閒話家常吧！孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，只要有你在一起，就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。

孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。

若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去....

愛情可以重新再找尋，但父母一生卻只有一個，要珍惜、珍重。

RoJ@k 心情

2008-04-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

出席弟弟二十一岁的生日会，令我回想我的二十一岁的生日。。当时每个出席者都开玩笑地问我爸我是不是今天嫁人啊。。只因为出席者蛮多的。。但他们不懂那天我失恋了。。哈哈。。这次也一样，在会所举行，每个出席者都开玩笑地问我爸是不是娶媳妇，因为这次的人数真的超夸张的多人，大约有三百多四百人，比我的生日会多了整一倍。但有一点不一样的是这次的生日会有一点像“签唱会“。因为这次我爸的几个朋友也有来，吉打的洲仪员和槟城的DAP国会议员，为我们唱了两首歌，大家都好像歌迷一样搬椅子坐到台前听歌，有些人更趁机和他们合照。锋头简直盖过了寿星公。haha… 但爸爸说最重要寿星公开心就好了。

那天看着爸爸忙着招呼人的背影，我真的感受到了父母是伟大的这个道理。心情好复杂。现在回想，其实爸爸都很疼我们，他所做的一切只是要我们开心，快乐就好。因为担心我和不要我辛苦，所以每次都要我坐飞机回家。以前我就每次都坐，但自从改为每天一航机过后，我就不喜欢坐了，因为回家的机是早机，我必须早上五点出发，好懒哦。最重要的是我认为很浪费钱虽然那不是我的钱。爸爸也因此一直ngam 我，我也因此很不耐烦的顶了几句。现在想想，我好任性，好后悔咯。以前大家都说我身在福中不知福，现在我可以了解为什么了。

自从那天，我这几天都在想如果有一天“他“离开了我，我会怎么样呢？我承受得住吗？看了佳倪的blog，我更深深的了解那种“思念“。我很害怕这天会到来，虽然我懂这是人生必经的路，但我还是不想它发生。每当想到这问题时，我都会很恐惧，真的很害怕。

追星记

2008-04-01T19:25:00.002+08:00

自从看了超级星光大道，就迷上了杨宗纬，超喜欢他唱歌，尤其唱背叛，雨天，新不了情，还有洋葱。。超好听的。。上个星期三他来马宣传，哈哈，我竟学人追星。。和几位朋友开着车，拿着地图，东闯西闯的来到目的地，想到就快要看到我们的偶像，我们都超兴奋的。。哈哈哈。。好像回到了十八岁。。哈哈哈。。

我们很早就去霸位了，终于给我们霸了前排。。hihi…我们在哪站着等了四小时，(脚真酸 =p) 杨宗纬终于出现了，那边的歌迷简直疯狂到了极点，真的很佩服他们，但另一方面觉得自己老了，没有了他们年轻人的疯狂。。haha。。

他真的很可爱又很害羞，唱歌的时候，他不知所措，害羞到手都不知要放那里。。哈哈哈。。主持人问他有什么要和歌迷讲的吗，他回答没有。。oh my god。。大家都笑反了。。他很可爱吧。。。

杨宗纬的歌声果然和电视听到的一样，好好听。。真人也比电视帅。。但是他只唱了两首歌，而且没得跟他和照。。最衰的是，我们全部在他来的路等着欢送他，但他竟从另一条路走人，真衰真衰。。。

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2008-01-29T14:53:00.000+08:00

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Share with You ~~ Warren Buffet

2007-07-31T12:34:00.001+08:00

There was a one hour interview on CNBC with Warren Buffet, the second richest man who has donated $31 billion to charity. Here are some very interesting aspects of his life:

1. He bought his first share at age 11 and he now regrets that he started too late!

2. He bought a small farm at age 14 with savings from delivering newspapers.

3. He still lives in the same small 3-bedroom house in mid-town Omaha, that he bought after he got married 50 years ago. He says that he has everything he needs in that house. His house does not have a wall or a fence.

4. He drives his own car everywhere and does not have a driver or security people around him.

5. He never travels by private jet, although he owns the world's largest private jet company.

6. His company, Berkshire Hathaway, owns 63 companies. He writes only one letter each year to the CEOs of these companies, giving them goals for the year. He never holds meetings or calls them on a regular basis. He has given his CEO's only two rules. Rule number 1: do not lose any of your share holder's money. Rule number 2: Do not forget rule number 1.

7. He does not socialize with the high society crowd. His past time after he gets home is to make himself some pop corn and watch Television.

8. Bill Gates, the world's richest man met him for the first time only 5 years ago. Bill Gates did not think he had anything in common with Warren Buffet. So he had scheduled his meeting only for half hour. But when Gates met him, the meeting lasted for ten hours and Bill Gates became a devotee of Warren Buffet.

9. Warren Buffet does not carry a cell phone, nor has a computer on his desk.

His advice to young people: "Stay away from credit cards and invest in yourself and

Remember:

A. Money doesn't create man but it is the man who created money.

B. Live your life as simple as you are.

C. Don't do what others say, just listen them, but do what you feel good.

D. Don't go on brand name; just wear those things in which u feel comfortable.

E. Don't waste your money on unnecessary things; just spend on them who really in need rather.

F. After all it's your life then why give chance to others to rule our life."

++ Life ~~ Walking Tour ++

2007-05-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

最近看了一个flash, 觉得满有意思的.

http://koshiyen.twbbs.org/~ifplab/dl/walktourC.swf

不知你有没有觉得, 当我们在人生的路途中走得有点累时, 不知不觉会回想从前, 心想如果时间可以倒流那该多好.

当我们还是学生, 我们希望可以快高长大, 开始我们的新人生.

当我们出了社会, 我们希望可以回到过去, 回到无忧无虑的学生时代.

或者我们有时常想, 如果再给我从新做过, 我一定可以做得更好, 我一定不会这, 不会那.

这也许是因为有时我们生活得太冲忙. 脚步一直紧追着生活的节奏, 使我们忘了去观赏我们周围的风景, 忘了去享受那过程. 导至我们不知不觉的~~怀念从前．

己所不欲,勿施于人

2007-05-16T09:08:00.000+08:00

母亲节已过, 父亲节就要到来, 可见自古以来在人们心里, 父母亲是多么的伟大, 多么值得我们敬佩. 尤其母亲, 怀胎九个月, 几经辛苦才把我们生出来. 所以我们应该感恩, 尊敬她们. 我之所以会讲她们, 是因为我们不只要尊敬自己的母亲, 我们也要尊敬他人的母亲. 现在到处可听见年轻人出口就是”XXX”, 批评别人的母亲, 可是即使你很生气那个人, 你都不应该随便批评, 诅咒他的母亲.难道当别人生气你时, 你也希望听到他批评, 诅咒你亲爱的母亲?

Froogle..Frog-gle...Fool-gle

2007-03-28T11:08:00.000+08:00

First time heard about froogle.. when my lecturer told me about Froogle, at first i do not believe it, i thought my lecturer is joking. Inside my mind, automatically relate Froogle...frog-gle ?? Fool-gle?? I really outdate already. (#^_^#)

Google really very smart and great in making money. Now we can online shopping through Google's Froogle, we can compare the product quality as well as price. It does not charges any fees price listing, does not accepts payment, and also makes no commision on sales. hehehe.. For those who have never heard of such web site (like me)...may be can visit this url: www.froogle.com

P ~~~ Perut or Pregnant ???

2007-03-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

From the photo above, do you know which one is pregnant woman? Left ?? Right ?? Ans is none of the above.

Haha...i took the photo in LRT, when i on my way back to setapak. I don knw whether u all can diffentiate it or not.. But for me..I cannot diffentiate among malay woman who is pregnant woman and who is not. I think this is because of they are wearing baju kurung. I offer one's seat to one malay woman who i thought she is a pregnant woman...moral values what...How i know she told me:"Ini perut"...at first i cannot hear it clearly..she repeats again:"Ini perut"..Oh my god..very embrassing..my auto reaction is.. smile to her.(#^_^#) I faced this kind of situation 3 times before...And some is the pregnant woman too thin until you won't realize that she is pregnant woman...After this few cases, when i see "pregnant" woman stand in front of me...i do feel hesitate... Should or should not...

~ V@LenTiNe D@y ~

2007-02-15T10:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes just wondering, what is the meaning of Valentine Day? Is a special day for couple to show their love to each other or is a day for couple to have excuse in asking anything from their partner? Asking anything doesn't mean for material only, but also in term of spirit.

Some people may think that I should show some BIG action during valentine day so that their lover will know how much their love to them. I should buy one BIG present for my lover, I should go to one BIG restaurant to celebrate with my lover. I should this... I should that... or some couple may expect their lover to take some BIG action in showing their love to them by buying BIG present, taking dinner in one BIG restaurant... is that Valentine Day mean for??? Love just appear in Valentine Day??? Some give the reason that it will give one sweet memory to their relationship. One year 365 days just one sweet memory? But what if the less of the days they always over-look their lover, always got some arguement, will them still remember that sweet memory? One day sweet memory still make their relationship sweet?

Some of my friend complaint to me that they feel extra lonely because they are single, no partner accompany them celebrate. Yes, may be it's true. But in the another way round, does valentine day mean u can only celebrate it with your bf or gf?how about with friends, daughters, sons, father mother, yourself... as long as that person means a lot to you, for me it's very meaningful already. Yesterday went to eat sushi king, almost 90% of the people came in one pair. Got one pair extremely attract my attention, is one father bring his son (with valentine day present) came to eat sushi king, they just sit beside me. From the way the father talk to his son , you can know that the father love his son very much. He is enjoy his valentine day too =)

For those who is still single, can register here, so that i can help to make a match...hihihi.. =)
(since when i become matchmaker...) =p

Wish all my friends get their Mr Right and Ms Right soon... and Happy Forever... =)